I opted to be a servant.
Oh how I wanted to serve you.
I wanted to do it all. To do it well. I wanted to please you.
Faithfully.... not perfectly, I did. I tried. I failed. I tried again. And again.
But you wanted a lover.
You want a lover.
I have asked one thing from the LORD. This I will seek: to remain in the LORD'S house all the days of my life in order to gaze at the LORD'S beauty and to search for an answer in his temple. Psalm 27:4