Wednesday, November 24, 2010


Seven years ago I watched this series of videos and was completely wrecked! It was around the same time that God invited this little butterfly out of the jar into the wild and free of His grace. I had absolutely no idea at the time what I was in for. HAHAHA ...and we have only just begun. What an absolute gift to watch them all over again. You are so good Pappa. Thankyou for making me your girl. Perhaps they will comfort and encourage someone else wherever you are at.

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

each moment...each person

A chance to show love.
A chance to give hope.
A chance to reveal that God is no longer counting men's sins against them!

playing it safe or taking a chance on love?

Grace is a risky thing. It really is. So is love, forgiveness, trust,and freedom.
And yet everyday He puts his heart out there...for me. For you. And allows us to choose.

For two whole years Father wrecked me with the revelation of what good news we have been given. It delighted me and made me furious.
I was made for adventure. I was made to love...extravegantly...abundantly.
I was made to live on the stand be a "light" where it is dark.

But my heart was really hurt and really scared. I needed my protective shell...the cocoon that hid me and kept me safe.

And in the midst of the barriers and the walls your transforming grace left me all the more fragile....but desperate to be fly. Father, you are shifting something in me and its rocking my world.

So here I am. Ready to discover who I am. Ready to take your hand.